To Be Again

What  I would give to feel again...to be able to know the life around me as I did before this. Before the constant deception, the damaging words, the bruised lies. Before you turned me numb.

What I would give to love again...to be able to wear my heart on my sleeve with the confidence of a god as I did before this. Before the heart break, the false misconceptions, the shattered pieces you left for me to pick up by myself. Before you turned me cold.

What I would give to see again...to be able to find the goodness in everyone as I did before this. Before the misleading masks, the fake smiles, the deeply sad eyes that were mistaken for happy. Before you turned me blind.

What I would give to just be again...to be able to move without the feeling of carrying a skeleton on my back. Before you exhausted all the life in me...before you wore me down..before you wrecked me. Before you turned me into this.

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